Trying to wake up as late as possible in the hopes that the day will go by quicker. (Up at 12noon).
Feeling not too weak. Some house tidying & began work by 2pm.
Worked 8 Hrs (its 10pm now).
No dedicated time to prayer :(, been struggling with prayer since i was saved. However, my praying had improved since the Fast. Perhaps because i needed God real bad. It's sad it has to come to pain for us to reach out to God.
I want to be able to desire prayer whether i am in trouble or not. Well, he is working in me on that, i am constantly asking for that in prayer. Whatever bonds hold me from prayers, i pray they are broken in Jesus' Name.
However, i did read the word, the Holy Spirit reassuring me of Gods Love, from Paul's Epistle in Ephesians.
Was also lead to read a powerful prayer by Paul;
".. and (i) ask the God of our Lord Jesus Christ, the glorious Father, to give you the Spirit, who will make you wise and reveal God to you, so that you will know him. " Ephesians 1:17
Off to bed now. Long & successful day; 2 major sub-Goals completed.
Not before my night prayer & word of-course :) :). Trusting there will not be any sleep battles :).
Next Day
AMEN! No Food Temptation Battles last night, not even one! I had prayed asking God that the bond of Food craving, over-eating, these voices & thoughts be broken. I didn't have faith when i prayed that prayer. I doubted my natures desires, but God did his thing, Amen again to that!
2 more weeks :).
Hold on guys. Major things are happening. Bonds being Broken & Doors opening for 2011. Praise GOD!
NicaKan, Paradigm Shifter
Toronto, Canada
Program: L.A.C.I`s Spiritual Empowerment Program
(21DF Boot Camp:2011 Goals)
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