Up at 10am. Meeting a friend at 11am. Kinda weak.
Quick shower & walk to Mall. Just couldn't walk fast enough. Normal 15 min walk, took me 30mins.
Walking in Mall, uhmmmm, lots of food. Smells so good. Food i don`t normally like - enticing. Cinnamon buns, bagels (ewwwh), then a stop at the sushi bar. STOP! Lucky in the mornings i`m strong.
Noticing the ``Mind Games`` attack me at night. Interestingly, during my normal eating routine, i don't feel hungry in the morning. It`s after 8pm, after my 6pm dinner, that cravings kick in & i am always looking for snackies. Same time when these temptations seem to kick in. I pray for the Addiction & unnecessary (over-eating) bonds to be broken in Jesus` Name!
Enjoyed time with Lance. Interesting to learn about his spiritual beliefs (Buddhism).
Ran shopping Errands, oh thanks for being there & carrying all those water bottles & dropping me home Lance. I really would have been to weak to carry them myself. Note to self; Lighter shopping on Day 7, lol.
Spent the evening with the lovely Ms Sophie. Went to her prayer meeting, rather Interesting (to say the least). It was long, 2 hrs, i was tired, weak & having thoughts of food in my head. Struggling to pay attention :( but managed to catch a thing or two :) :). Had to walk like 30 long minutes to the meeting. It was cold & i was starting to feel really really tired. I was thinking staying home would have been a better choice. But i figured if i keep busy, by the time i come back home, i will be so tired, i will just go right to sleep, right. WRONG!!
Sleep battles for 4 hours, didn't sleep until after 1am. Praying week two will be better. The devil doesn't stop. He wants to make sure i don`t make it. As i continue to gather my armor, i will continue calling to God & he saves me.
Endurance in your Fasting Saints.
NicaKan, Paradigm Shifter
Toronto, Canada
Program: L.A.C.I`s Spiritual Empowerment Program
(21DF Boot Camp:2011 Goals)
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