Showing posts with label CF Experiences. Show all posts
Showing posts with label CF Experiences. Show all posts
Tuesday, December 4, 2012
Friday, November 30, 2012
Thursday, August 9, 2012
Fast for Financial Wealth (The Experience)
"Since my Ministry Fast in
Nov 2010, my life had not been the same, things were changing,
progressively fast. Incredible things were happening, and continue to
happen. I believe the effects of a fast are for a lifetime. They impact
the moment, the future and even extend to generations. It becomes a
generational blessings for your line.
Tuesday, August 7, 2012
Fast for Financial Wealth (The Daily Experience)
Do Daily
• Make the time to start your day with Prayer. Prayer is the food that WILL sustain you through the fast
• Make the time to start your day with Prayer. Prayer is the food that WILL sustain you through the fast
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
The Ministry Fast (The Experience)
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| Day 20 of The 21 Days & 21 Nights Ministry Fast • See The Ministry Fast |
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
21DF Day 13 (Dec 13 2010)
Weak all day.
Then i had an unusual nasty "argument" with my mum. I sure could have handled it better.
God please continue to work in me & let me have you a nature like yours.
Emotionally exhausted, physically exhausted. Just laid on my bed the whole day trying to go sleep so i wake up tomorrow, no luck. Just had so many thoughts going on in my mind, food, my mum, work, 2011 goals, everything, all at once.
Oh my mind travels at 100km/hr (typical Melancholy personality.) Kept telling myself, "God didn't give me a troubled mind, but a sound mind. Over & over again.)
Needed to destruct myself & have some company. Went to talk to my neighbor. Helped her cook. I love cooking, i could cook any day, even on a fast, far from being tempted. She is christian so it was nice to share with her about my fast. So next Tuesday, i'm expecting a whole fridge full. She will make me greens & a beetroot salad & a veggie dish. Uhmmm, cant wait.
Just tossing & turning, phone & text messages kept buzzing & waking me up. Finally slept way later in the night.
Love always Troopers,
NicaKan, Paradigm Shifter
Toronto, Canada
Program: L.A.C.I`s Spiritual Empowerment Program
(21DF Boot Camp:2011 Goals)
Then i had an unusual nasty "argument" with my mum. I sure could have handled it better.
God please continue to work in me & let me have you a nature like yours.
Emotionally exhausted, physically exhausted. Just laid on my bed the whole day trying to go sleep so i wake up tomorrow, no luck. Just had so many thoughts going on in my mind, food, my mum, work, 2011 goals, everything, all at once.
Oh my mind travels at 100km/hr (typical Melancholy personality.) Kept telling myself, "God didn't give me a troubled mind, but a sound mind. Over & over again.)
Needed to destruct myself & have some company. Went to talk to my neighbor. Helped her cook. I love cooking, i could cook any day, even on a fast, far from being tempted. She is christian so it was nice to share with her about my fast. So next Tuesday, i'm expecting a whole fridge full. She will make me greens & a beetroot salad & a veggie dish. Uhmmm, cant wait.
Just tossing & turning, phone & text messages kept buzzing & waking me up. Finally slept way later in the night.
Love always Troopers,
NicaKan, Paradigm Shifter
Toronto, Canada
Program: L.A.C.I`s Spiritual Empowerment Program
(21DF Boot Camp:2011 Goals)
21DF Day 12 (Dec 12 2010)
Enjoyed a prayer with LC, early early morning, he was getting ready to go to church his side :).
Just enjoy talking to LC. Keeps so inspired, pumps me up & just always leaves me with a smile & empowered. Powerful powerful prayer too :)
Time for me to go to church. Wow, i never realised how much energy it takes to take a shower. So drained after my morning shower.
Enjoyed church,Celeste came to church again, so excited to have her.
Continue to pray that God covers her & helps her overcome. Continue to pray that she accepts Jesus.
Enjoyed talking to Ritchie. Nice to catch up. A nice invitation to visit the Banff Mountains (Calgary) in a weeks.
Powerful Corporate Prayer with EKL. Love that woman of God. Then later some girl talk :). Uhmmm, yes men were on the agenda, lol :) today.
After that, watched TV. (yes, bad, i know.) Been watching charmed for destruction, yes, bad i know. sometimes my mind is so saturated with listening to audios & taking in so much, i just want something i can do that doesn't have me learning, that just relaxes my mind.
I asked God may this be a time i get closer to him & connect with him like i have never & be able to get revelations. I know reading the word is a great way God speaks to us. But for me, even reading the word, i am analysing & my mind is just tired of analysing & learning!
Ironically, i have been getting revelations while watching Charmed & in dreams too. The dreams don't always make sense. But i trust it's a pieces of a puzzle that will soon connect.
Anyway Shifters, i'm tired. off to some relaxing, blog you tomorrow :)
Fun Fasting,
NicaKan, Paradigm Shifter
Toronto, Canada
Program: L.A.C.I`s Spiritual Empowerment Program
(21DF Boot Camp:2011 Goals)
Just enjoy talking to LC. Keeps so inspired, pumps me up & just always leaves me with a smile & empowered. Powerful powerful prayer too :)
Time for me to go to church. Wow, i never realised how much energy it takes to take a shower. So drained after my morning shower.
Enjoyed church,Celeste came to church again, so excited to have her.
Continue to pray that God covers her & helps her overcome. Continue to pray that she accepts Jesus.
Enjoyed talking to Ritchie. Nice to catch up. A nice invitation to visit the Banff Mountains (Calgary) in a weeks.
Powerful Corporate Prayer with EKL. Love that woman of God. Then later some girl talk :). Uhmmm, yes men were on the agenda, lol :) today.
After that, watched TV. (yes, bad, i know.) Been watching charmed for destruction, yes, bad i know. sometimes my mind is so saturated with listening to audios & taking in so much, i just want something i can do that doesn't have me learning, that just relaxes my mind.
I asked God may this be a time i get closer to him & connect with him like i have never & be able to get revelations. I know reading the word is a great way God speaks to us. But for me, even reading the word, i am analysing & my mind is just tired of analysing & learning!
Ironically, i have been getting revelations while watching Charmed & in dreams too. The dreams don't always make sense. But i trust it's a pieces of a puzzle that will soon connect.
Anyway Shifters, i'm tired. off to some relaxing, blog you tomorrow :)
Fun Fasting,
NicaKan, Paradigm Shifter
Toronto, Canada
Program: L.A.C.I`s Spiritual Empowerment Program
(21DF Boot Camp:2011 Goals)
21DF Day 11 (Dec 11 2010)
Energy so so. Woke up at noon & started on closing my 2010 Goals at 2pm. Oh, its been a long process. Need to send me in my Outstanding Goals to the Paradigm Shifters so they can add them in corporate prayer. Also need to send my 2011 Goals for corporate Prayer in the 21 Day Fast.There is not a lot left to do & yet somehow it wont seem to finish!
Took a nap. Did a bit of Goal Closing again. Got tired.
Started watching TV. Passion of Christ, YouTube (Cooking), Charmed.
(writing this blog days later, so don't quite remember day events.)All i remember is still counting days, oh Boy 10 more days to go. I sure remember i cant wait til this time next Saturday, it will just be 3 more days!
Fell asleep later.
Catch up tomorrow.
*And PS, i think this the day i drank hot water.
DO NOT DRINK HOT WATER!!!!!!!!
Water was just beginning to taste so bland. I normally drink warm water instead but i started drinking HOT water before it cooled. OMG. I started sweating & feeling so weak. The these hunger pains kicked in. Lasted for a good 3-4Hrs. So please guys, warm water okay, HOT, a NO NO! It just wakes up your stomach, which by now is closed.
NicaKan, Paradigm Shifter
Toronto, Canada
Program: L.A.C.I`s Spiritual Empowerment Program
(21DF Boot Camp:2011 Goals)
Took a nap. Did a bit of Goal Closing again. Got tired.
Started watching TV. Passion of Christ, YouTube (Cooking), Charmed.
(writing this blog days later, so don't quite remember day events.)All i remember is still counting days, oh Boy 10 more days to go. I sure remember i cant wait til this time next Saturday, it will just be 3 more days!
Fell asleep later.
Catch up tomorrow.
*And PS, i think this the day i drank hot water.
DO NOT DRINK HOT WATER!!!!!!!!
Water was just beginning to taste so bland. I normally drink warm water instead but i started drinking HOT water before it cooled. OMG. I started sweating & feeling so weak. The these hunger pains kicked in. Lasted for a good 3-4Hrs. So please guys, warm water okay, HOT, a NO NO! It just wakes up your stomach, which by now is closed.
NicaKan, Paradigm Shifter
Toronto, Canada
Program: L.A.C.I`s Spiritual Empowerment Program
(21DF Boot Camp:2011 Goals)
Saturday, December 11, 2010
21DF Day 10 (Dec 10 2010)
So so weak. The weakest day.
Great catch up & Powerful Corporate prayer with LC :). You are a blessings dear brother :)
This man inspires me, all the time! He is such a blessing every time i speak to him. Constantly reminding & inspiring me in what we are fight for.
This is the man God sent to bring me to Salvation. Words aren't enough for my gratitude in his perseverance & a being a willingly vessel to God. I tell you, i wasn't an easy one :).
He recently went through a great ordeal but even in that moment, he was calling out to God. He didn't give up on God. And how faithful our God is, who rescued him remarkably.
If LC can chose to continue the Fast with a swollen head, a cut shoulder, internal bruising, throbbing Migranes & Stomach pains, Hours in traveling from City to City, everyday!; what's my Excuse?
NicaKan, Paradigm Shifter
Toronto, Canada
Program: L.A.C.I`s Spiritual Empowerment Program
(21DF Boot Camp:2011 Goals)
Great catch up & Powerful Corporate prayer with LC :). You are a blessings dear brother :)
This man inspires me, all the time! He is such a blessing every time i speak to him. Constantly reminding & inspiring me in what we are fight for.
This is the man God sent to bring me to Salvation. Words aren't enough for my gratitude in his perseverance & a being a willingly vessel to God. I tell you, i wasn't an easy one :).
He recently went through a great ordeal but even in that moment, he was calling out to God. He didn't give up on God. And how faithful our God is, who rescued him remarkably.
If LC can chose to continue the Fast with a swollen head, a cut shoulder, internal bruising, throbbing Migranes & Stomach pains, Hours in traveling from City to City, everyday!; what's my Excuse?
NicaKan, Paradigm Shifter
Toronto, Canada
Program: L.A.C.I`s Spiritual Empowerment Program
(21DF Boot Camp:2011 Goals)
21DF Day 9 (Dec 9 2010)
So Grateful to be working from home. Allows me to just clear my schedule & work slowly, very slowly, depending on how i feel. I get to wake up late, if i need. Take afternoon naps, when i start to feel weak. Hmmm, what a blessing.
This whole year has been blessings after blessings. And honestly i feel a big part of it is because LC prayed for us in his 2010 Bootcamp Fast, way before i understood what fasting was about.
It's a miracle to be able to take the whole year off. I never thought things like this were possible until i got saved :) :). God makes the impossible, POSSIBLE! So much unbelievable things (miracles, blessings) have happened since my walk with Jesus, some so personal, i am not there yet to share, but i know are my testimonies. Things that even telling people, just wont make sense. Honestly, even to me, they still don't make sense & seem real. Oh the Lord saves for sure :). It is a gift. And i am excited to have been blessed to share with others how they can experience this too :).
Based on their conditioning & conclusions, we have all created beliefs we live by. It's not anyone's place to tell someone's beliefs are right or wrong. It's up to them to ask themselves if their beliefs are empowering or dis-empowering. Consequently, Everyone has a choice to practice a religion/lifestyle of their liking.
Hey, perhaps one can say this "God" thing is crazy but all i know is, i don't spend days depressed anymore. My bond of depression has been broken. I don't spend days worrying about how my needs will be met. I don't spend days just surviving. I dont live in fear anymore. God took away my fear & gave me Faith.
All i know is, the parts that i struggle with, God continues to work in me and he will not stop until it is complete. All i know the bond of fornication has been broken. All i know is the bond of Food Addiction & Over-eating has been broken.
All i know is my heart desires to do good. I find fulfillment in my work & God is leading me on how to make it my source of income so i dont have to work 9-5 in something i have no passion for. All i know is i feel a sense of peace, completeness that does not comes from affirmations or pumping myself each morning, but from a source within, that i can't even describe.
All i know is the path i was heading was leading me to destruction; debt, monthly money struggles, job un-satisfaction, unwanted pregnancies, marriage with the wrong man, covering what was going on inside with material possessions that i couldn't even afford.
Loneliness, depression, un-forgiveness, jealousy, sloth, anger BUT, God rescued me from all that and put me on the right path to living a meaningful & fulfilling destiny. I have an excitement to experience the fullness of being a child of God, a woman, a wife, a mummy.
It isn't that my life is perfect now & i don't need to be. But it's that before i was dead. Now i have something worth living for. To defend & preach the gospel Good News. Something worth fighting for. .. Now i am back on track! GLORY BE TO GOD! :)
Whether you believe in this "God" or not. Even though i may not have the deepest understanding or have a justifiable answer for you if he exists or not. Even though you may have these great scientific view that prove he doesn't exists, all i know is so far, i am getting results. So far this belief/lifestyle is working for me & so many others i know. All i can say is, YOU WILL SEE IT WHEN YOU BELIEVE IT!
A little detour there guys;
A little weak throughout the day esp after taking my shower.
Definitely no hunger pains, no food temptations (although now my other room-mate is on to making omlettes, hmmm the smell of cooking eggs with spring onions & peppers, i can almost taste it, lol. No worries, i am going to make lots of eggs on Dec 28 :).)
The funny thing though is we crave all these foods in the fast, but once fast is broken, the cravings are gone. For me actually, my body goes back to its normal eating routine, quinoa porridge with berries (yummy), grains, beans etc.
Powerful morning prayer, believe it's what gave me great results from my Ministry goals.
Read word early in the morning, hmm, no much meditation, working on that :), lol.
Not drinking much water, i should really be drinking quite a lot. Pushing myself to try & make 2litres, have to!
Thanks LC for the inspiration text.
Thanks EKL for your support :).
That's it for today guys.
PS- NO FOOD TEMPTATIONS AT NIGHT! Yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) GBTG.
Love you all :)
NicaKan, Paradigm Shifter
Toronto, Canada
Program: L.A.C.I`s Spiritual Empowerment Program
(21DF Boot Camp:2011 Goals)
This whole year has been blessings after blessings. And honestly i feel a big part of it is because LC prayed for us in his 2010 Bootcamp Fast, way before i understood what fasting was about.
It's a miracle to be able to take the whole year off. I never thought things like this were possible until i got saved :) :). God makes the impossible, POSSIBLE! So much unbelievable things (miracles, blessings) have happened since my walk with Jesus, some so personal, i am not there yet to share, but i know are my testimonies. Things that even telling people, just wont make sense. Honestly, even to me, they still don't make sense & seem real. Oh the Lord saves for sure :). It is a gift. And i am excited to have been blessed to share with others how they can experience this too :).
Based on their conditioning & conclusions, we have all created beliefs we live by. It's not anyone's place to tell someone's beliefs are right or wrong. It's up to them to ask themselves if their beliefs are empowering or dis-empowering. Consequently, Everyone has a choice to practice a religion/lifestyle of their liking.
Hey, perhaps one can say this "God" thing is crazy but all i know is, i don't spend days depressed anymore. My bond of depression has been broken. I don't spend days worrying about how my needs will be met. I don't spend days just surviving. I dont live in fear anymore. God took away my fear & gave me Faith.
All i know is, the parts that i struggle with, God continues to work in me and he will not stop until it is complete. All i know the bond of fornication has been broken. All i know is the bond of Food Addiction & Over-eating has been broken.
All i know is my heart desires to do good. I find fulfillment in my work & God is leading me on how to make it my source of income so i dont have to work 9-5 in something i have no passion for. All i know is i feel a sense of peace, completeness that does not comes from affirmations or pumping myself each morning, but from a source within, that i can't even describe.
All i know is the path i was heading was leading me to destruction; debt, monthly money struggles, job un-satisfaction, unwanted pregnancies, marriage with the wrong man, covering what was going on inside with material possessions that i couldn't even afford.
Loneliness, depression, un-forgiveness, jealousy, sloth, anger BUT, God rescued me from all that and put me on the right path to living a meaningful & fulfilling destiny. I have an excitement to experience the fullness of being a child of God, a woman, a wife, a mummy.
It isn't that my life is perfect now & i don't need to be. But it's that before i was dead. Now i have something worth living for. To defend & preach the gospel Good News. Something worth fighting for. .. Now i am back on track! GLORY BE TO GOD! :)
Whether you believe in this "God" or not. Even though i may not have the deepest understanding or have a justifiable answer for you if he exists or not. Even though you may have these great scientific view that prove he doesn't exists, all i know is so far, i am getting results. So far this belief/lifestyle is working for me & so many others i know. All i can say is, YOU WILL SEE IT WHEN YOU BELIEVE IT!
A little detour there guys;
A little weak throughout the day esp after taking my shower.
Definitely no hunger pains, no food temptations (although now my other room-mate is on to making omlettes, hmmm the smell of cooking eggs with spring onions & peppers, i can almost taste it, lol. No worries, i am going to make lots of eggs on Dec 28 :).)
The funny thing though is we crave all these foods in the fast, but once fast is broken, the cravings are gone. For me actually, my body goes back to its normal eating routine, quinoa porridge with berries (yummy), grains, beans etc.
Powerful morning prayer, believe it's what gave me great results from my Ministry goals.
Read word early in the morning, hmm, no much meditation, working on that :), lol.
Not drinking much water, i should really be drinking quite a lot. Pushing myself to try & make 2litres, have to!
Thanks LC for the inspiration text.
Thanks EKL for your support :).
That's it for today guys.
PS- NO FOOD TEMPTATIONS AT NIGHT! Yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) GBTG.
Love you all :)
NicaKan, Paradigm Shifter
Toronto, Canada
Program: L.A.C.I`s Spiritual Empowerment Program
(21DF Boot Camp:2011 Goals)
Thursday, December 9, 2010
21DF Day 8 (Dec 8 2010)
Trying to wake up as late as possible in the hopes that the day will go by quicker. (Up at 12noon).
Feeling not too weak. Some house tidying & began work by 2pm.
Worked 8 Hrs (its 10pm now).
No dedicated time to prayer :(, been struggling with prayer since i was saved. However, my praying had improved since the Fast. Perhaps because i needed God real bad. It's sad it has to come to pain for us to reach out to God.
I want to be able to desire prayer whether i am in trouble or not. Well, he is working in me on that, i am constantly asking for that in prayer. Whatever bonds hold me from prayers, i pray they are broken in Jesus' Name.
However, i did read the word, the Holy Spirit reassuring me of Gods Love, from Paul's Epistle in Ephesians.
Was also lead to read a powerful prayer by Paul;
".. and (i) ask the God of our Lord Jesus Christ, the glorious Father, to give you the Spirit, who will make you wise and reveal God to you, so that you will know him. " Ephesians 1:17
Off to bed now. Long & successful day; 2 major sub-Goals completed.
Not before my night prayer & word of-course :) :). Trusting there will not be any sleep battles :).
Next Day
AMEN! No Food Temptation Battles last night, not even one! I had prayed asking God that the bond of Food craving, over-eating, these voices & thoughts be broken. I didn't have faith when i prayed that prayer. I doubted my natures desires, but God did his thing, Amen again to that!
2 more weeks :).
Hold on guys. Major things are happening. Bonds being Broken & Doors opening for 2011. Praise GOD!
NicaKan, Paradigm Shifter
Toronto, Canada
Program: L.A.C.I`s Spiritual Empowerment Program
(21DF Boot Camp:2011 Goals)
Feeling not too weak. Some house tidying & began work by 2pm.
Worked 8 Hrs (its 10pm now).
No dedicated time to prayer :(, been struggling with prayer since i was saved. However, my praying had improved since the Fast. Perhaps because i needed God real bad. It's sad it has to come to pain for us to reach out to God.
I want to be able to desire prayer whether i am in trouble or not. Well, he is working in me on that, i am constantly asking for that in prayer. Whatever bonds hold me from prayers, i pray they are broken in Jesus' Name.
However, i did read the word, the Holy Spirit reassuring me of Gods Love, from Paul's Epistle in Ephesians.
Was also lead to read a powerful prayer by Paul;
".. and (i) ask the God of our Lord Jesus Christ, the glorious Father, to give you the Spirit, who will make you wise and reveal God to you, so that you will know him. " Ephesians 1:17
Off to bed now. Long & successful day; 2 major sub-Goals completed.
Not before my night prayer & word of-course :) :). Trusting there will not be any sleep battles :).
Next Day
AMEN! No Food Temptation Battles last night, not even one! I had prayed asking God that the bond of Food craving, over-eating, these voices & thoughts be broken. I didn't have faith when i prayed that prayer. I doubted my natures desires, but God did his thing, Amen again to that!
2 more weeks :).
Hold on guys. Major things are happening. Bonds being Broken & Doors opening for 2011. Praise GOD!
NicaKan, Paradigm Shifter
Toronto, Canada
Program: L.A.C.I`s Spiritual Empowerment Program
(21DF Boot Camp:2011 Goals)
Wednesday, December 8, 2010
21DF Day 7 (Dec 7 2010)
Up at 10am. Meeting a friend at 11am. Kinda weak.
Quick shower & walk to Mall. Just couldn't walk fast enough. Normal 15 min walk, took me 30mins.
Walking in Mall, uhmmmm, lots of food. Smells so good. Food i don`t normally like - enticing. Cinnamon buns, bagels (ewwwh), then a stop at the sushi bar. STOP! Lucky in the mornings i`m strong.
Noticing the ``Mind Games`` attack me at night. Interestingly, during my normal eating routine, i don't feel hungry in the morning. It`s after 8pm, after my 6pm dinner, that cravings kick in & i am always looking for snackies. Same time when these temptations seem to kick in. I pray for the Addiction & unnecessary (over-eating) bonds to be broken in Jesus` Name!
Enjoyed time with Lance. Interesting to learn about his spiritual beliefs (Buddhism).
Ran shopping Errands, oh thanks for being there & carrying all those water bottles & dropping me home Lance. I really would have been to weak to carry them myself. Note to self; Lighter shopping on Day 7, lol.
Spent the evening with the lovely Ms Sophie. Went to her prayer meeting, rather Interesting (to say the least). It was long, 2 hrs, i was tired, weak & having thoughts of food in my head. Struggling to pay attention :( but managed to catch a thing or two :) :). Had to walk like 30 long minutes to the meeting. It was cold & i was starting to feel really really tired. I was thinking staying home would have been a better choice. But i figured if i keep busy, by the time i come back home, i will be so tired, i will just go right to sleep, right. WRONG!!
Sleep battles for 4 hours, didn't sleep until after 1am. Praying week two will be better. The devil doesn't stop. He wants to make sure i don`t make it. As i continue to gather my armor, i will continue calling to God & he saves me.
Endurance in your Fasting Saints.
NicaKan, Paradigm Shifter
Toronto, Canada
Program: L.A.C.I`s Spiritual Empowerment Program
(21DF Boot Camp:2011 Goals)
Quick shower & walk to Mall. Just couldn't walk fast enough. Normal 15 min walk, took me 30mins.
Walking in Mall, uhmmmm, lots of food. Smells so good. Food i don`t normally like - enticing. Cinnamon buns, bagels (ewwwh), then a stop at the sushi bar. STOP! Lucky in the mornings i`m strong.
Noticing the ``Mind Games`` attack me at night. Interestingly, during my normal eating routine, i don't feel hungry in the morning. It`s after 8pm, after my 6pm dinner, that cravings kick in & i am always looking for snackies. Same time when these temptations seem to kick in. I pray for the Addiction & unnecessary (over-eating) bonds to be broken in Jesus` Name!
Enjoyed time with Lance. Interesting to learn about his spiritual beliefs (Buddhism).
Ran shopping Errands, oh thanks for being there & carrying all those water bottles & dropping me home Lance. I really would have been to weak to carry them myself. Note to self; Lighter shopping on Day 7, lol.
Spent the evening with the lovely Ms Sophie. Went to her prayer meeting, rather Interesting (to say the least). It was long, 2 hrs, i was tired, weak & having thoughts of food in my head. Struggling to pay attention :( but managed to catch a thing or two :) :). Had to walk like 30 long minutes to the meeting. It was cold & i was starting to feel really really tired. I was thinking staying home would have been a better choice. But i figured if i keep busy, by the time i come back home, i will be so tired, i will just go right to sleep, right. WRONG!!
Sleep battles for 4 hours, didn't sleep until after 1am. Praying week two will be better. The devil doesn't stop. He wants to make sure i don`t make it. As i continue to gather my armor, i will continue calling to God & he saves me.
Endurance in your Fasting Saints.
NicaKan, Paradigm Shifter
Toronto, Canada
Program: L.A.C.I`s Spiritual Empowerment Program
(21DF Boot Camp:2011 Goals)
21DF Day 6 (Dec 6 2010)
So weeeeakkkkkkkkkkkkk.
Up at 9. Trying to stay in bed as long as i could (so the day would go by quicker)
Slowly made it to a shower & house tidying.
Was too weak to do anything after. Just laid back on the bed & fell asleep.
Woke up in time for Lunch.
Read (didnt meditate :( ) on the word.
Prayed for Gods endurance & Grace in this fast. Prayed for the days results. Anointed my face & head in oil.
Detoured from plans Day sub-Goals, some work done but no Action Items Completed :(.
In bed at 8pm. Struggled & restled to sleep.
Just thoughts of food in my mind. I am not even hungry but i just want to eat. Back to you tube browsing through recipes. Calling on God every second. I cant do this. I will end my fast tomorrow. 7 days is not that bad after all! Listened to audios, back to you tube. Called to God. began watching the Passion of Christ. Finally, falling asleep. Slept way after midnight.
NicaKan, Paradigm Shifter
Toronto, Canada
Program: L.A.C.I`s Spiritual Empowerment Program
(21DF Boot Camp:2011 Goals)
Up at 9. Trying to stay in bed as long as i could (so the day would go by quicker)
Slowly made it to a shower & house tidying.
Was too weak to do anything after. Just laid back on the bed & fell asleep.
Woke up in time for Lunch.
Read (didnt meditate :( ) on the word.
Prayed for Gods endurance & Grace in this fast. Prayed for the days results. Anointed my face & head in oil.
Detoured from plans Day sub-Goals, some work done but no Action Items Completed :(.
In bed at 8pm. Struggled & restled to sleep.
Just thoughts of food in my mind. I am not even hungry but i just want to eat. Back to you tube browsing through recipes. Calling on God every second. I cant do this. I will end my fast tomorrow. 7 days is not that bad after all! Listened to audios, back to you tube. Called to God. began watching the Passion of Christ. Finally, falling asleep. Slept way after midnight.
NicaKan, Paradigm Shifter
Toronto, Canada
Program: L.A.C.I`s Spiritual Empowerment Program
(21DF Boot Camp:2011 Goals)
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